Lost it, broken hearted and insaneposted Sep 27th 2006, 8:41PM
Mood: Dead
Really lost it, my friend Cursie was here at my place, she showed me notes that she asked him what she was for him...like i did...but she got a different explanation...lets say...a more lovely one.
God...thank God i cant cry in front of people...i was about to cry, both her and Hedgie saw i wasnt that good after that.
I dont want to go back to DA, if I do...no one will know about me except some...
And by then my art has to change so he doesnt recognize me...
I dotn want anything...
I dont want pity...
She told him in the note i saw it...8D but yet he said "Oh i thought she was but i took my chances, she knows i feel certain ways about her too"...RIGHT
FUCKING NICE WAY TO SHOW.
I lost it...i feel it, all my body hurts, my mind is completely lost somewhere, i cant even feel my heart anymore....i am more sarcastic and cold now then i ever was, this love just took me too deep...
AHAHAH DDD...
And I ripped all my pics I had here...X3...i hate them all...they were the thing that got me to that place called DA...where i was broken and torn apart and used...for that just let me stick here and on rl thanks 3.....
That is all
No art from me for a big time..until I decide to do some 8D...AHAHAHAHA......YAy for love girls and boys.